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holyfuckingSatan

Fri Nov 13, 2009, 5:29 PM
huh...so i was able to get on real quick so i'm writing a journal.
Life has been...retarded...so yeh...there's that...oh, and this hacker dude? lmfao,wow. Apparently he has no fucking life ^_^ so he decides to act like a complete and utter fucking idiot and tried to screw with a few peoples lives and such,including myself. HA!...he fucking fails at life XD.Stupidfuckingdouche^_^. anywho,I no longer give a damn about much now. I mean, I do in some form, but...well...it's complicated, so yeh....um...yeh.

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Bonjorno!
Ciao!
Hallo!
Yo!
Hola!
hi...yeh u get the point.....hahaha.Well as u can see,i love useing different languages.I have waaaay too many nationalities and family members.My hobbies consist of drawing, writing poetry, singing, hanging at the skatepark, piano, msn, and deviantart.
I have an amazing boyfriend (Justin aka kHaOs69) and yes I know people say we live too far apart, but you know what? The distance between two people shouldn't matter!It only matters about the amount of love the two people share!And I can prove that statement by looking at couples who split to go off to war.The spouse may leave, but knowmatter how far away the other person is, they still love eachother.And if someone has a problem with love then so be it.I don't give a flying piece of shit.If you want to critisize someone on real feelings, then fire away.It's pointless if that person your trying so hard to critisize is in love.And I beleive love also shows itself in many forms.Now love isn't perfect, I definatley know this, but that's reality.But for now, all i can do is love the few friends i've got and keep on living life to it's fullest.
I love you Justin.
I base my life on this...if people are gonna give you shit, then they are shit.If they want to forget about the friendships and memories they had with someone, then let them.I support people if they want it or not.I like helping people in anyway I can.I'm for sure not any kind of saint, but I feel that if someone needs any sort of help or support, then you(me) should sure as hell better help!Now I have EXREMELY low self-esteem, but I don't fill that emptyness with putting people down, I fill that need by making people feel the way EVERYONE should be treated.Loved, cared about, hell I want people to feel good about themselves! I want others happiness to come before my own!WAY before my own!
I'm pretty emotional, but I've learned to control it.I know that life is about making mistakes and learning from them.Even if you don't learn from them, then you'll learn next time.Or not...:]
If I want to do something, then I'm gonna go for it and won't let anyone get in the way.I mean if someone really wants to do something, then support them!Be there for them!Show that someone cares!
I don't have a religion, but if someone feels that they have something to believe in, then that's great, I'll leave it at that and won't critizise your beliefs.I for one, don't believe in critiscism.To
me, it's pointless because all it does is lead to more critisizing and more people getting hurt.I also don't believe in perfection.Hell i'm not even close to being perfect, beleive me!Life to me consists of love, pain, hurt, and mystery.
I've learned to live with heartbreak, I've learned to put up with people and all thier shit.I've learned that sometimes it's better off if you break the rules.The conciquences may hurt, but the outcome might also be fantastic.
Here's a kool fact about me also,I never turn down a dare! lol
I also love music.Any genre.
I'm a tomboy and have always had more dude friends than chicks.XD
I'm straight, but I suport the rainbow all the way! :D
I'm a crazy-pshyco-rocker-metalhead-pyro-emo-scene-skater kid....my style i guess.
I'm up to trying anything at least once.
My favorite stores are HOTTOPIC and Spencers....BEAAAASTN kool stores.X]
I don't have too many friends, but I love the ones that I do have.:]
And I'm not picky on who's my friend eigther, if you want to be friends, then awesome!I don't care who you are, what you've done, or will do.:]That shouldn't matter in a friendship, just as long as your there for them.X]
So that's a bit about me and how I feel about life.
<3
WOOT WOOT! BANG BANG! SKEET SKEET!

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: your mothers couch...:)
  • Interests: music, art, people, skating
  • Favourite movie: SWEENY TODD and NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS!
  • Favourite band or musician: bullet for my valentine,Bring me the horison,ICP, Dot Dot Curve, sky eats airplane,DWP
  • Favourite genre of music: techno,pop,metal, screamo :)
  • Favourite artist: Justin♥
  • Favourite poet or writer: Justin♥
  • Favourite photographer: Justin♥
  • Shell of choice: ....a coconut shell...:P haha
  • Wallpaper of choice: EMO
  • Skin of choice: pale...no racist:]
  • Favourite game: rockband, guitar hero :)
  • Favourite gaming platform: computer, PS2, X-box
  • Favourite cartoon character: sailor moon:D
  • Personal Quote: "Live life to it's fullest."
  • Tools of the Trade: pencil and paper...and Justin!!!

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:iconpumalol:
...hey..im sorry about the whole break up thing but yur sister told me you had a bf...ughhh idk whats happening all i know is i fucking love you too death whether yu choose to laugh....or love choose i am coming down to florida whether yu want me too or not...tooo hopefully c you spite of what i assume ily and i always will ALWAYS! and yeah :S please.....callme or msg me :( please so we can talk not to bully or anything...okay?...i love you please lets talk
:iconpumalol:
yo yu seriously gotta decide if yu want to be with me. or not seriously yu hang up?...wtf with that shit...i call yu back yur at the mall yu dont call me?...ummm yeah
:iconitaliana25:
What the fuck are you talking about?!?! At the mall??? Where the? sonofabitch...I'm so confused...listen...I'm TRYING to make this work okay!? what am i doing now!? everythings always my fucking fault...you know what...maybe i should die...I'm sorry I love you okay?I'm sorry.

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:iconpumalol:
i called back after yu hung up or whatever... and i called back and he said yu were at the mall.....yeah i know yu are but holy shit....no it isnt ive told yu that for along time NO DO NOT DIE! love you 2 yu need to come c me soon though
:iconpumalol:
i wish we could go back to times were ud talk about me in yur msgs uggghh anyways ima gunna call yu whenever i can
:iconitaliana25:
I'm sorry....I'm so.fucking.sorry. I want to fucking DIE. KNOWONE gives a damn about me know anyways....I love you.

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Don't worry about life, it'll be over soon enough.
:iconpumalol:
DONT DIE I LOVE YU TOO DEATH dont start that....yu know i care just stop seriously.......i care for yu more than yur friends all do...and did and past tense...okay dont worry
:iconpumalol:
....wtf i called yu didnt fucking call me back....thanx...
:iconitaliana25:
:'{

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